Nothing scares me anymore.
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know,
that baby you're the best
Summer is here &yet I still find myself indoors way too much. I'm still going through this transition that I was talking about before. I feel as though I am on auto-pilot. I have all these ideas but no motivation to find them. I'm a walking contradiction. I'm happy but I'm sad. I'm tired but I'm restless. I'm tired of the same thing but I'm scared to death of change. I want things to happen but I don't want to go out there and make them happen. I'm hopeless but I'm full of faith. I don't make any sense but something everything seems clear. How can this be? All I know is a major change is coming, I can feel it in my bones. I have no other choice than to embrace it. I've also had a major "blogger's block" - I simply don't know what to write about. I can only do the daily inspirations so many times until I have to write an actual post. The lack of followers and comments is also a huge discouragement. I'm craving connection with my readers and I'm not being fufilled. I'm hoping that this will change as well. I need some inspiration!
On a different note, I am starting bikini bootcamp again. I did this last year and it gave me amazing and fast results. My weak area is my stomach and hip area. I truly struggle with this, especially because I LOVE to eat. It's hard for me to maintain a healthy and consistent diet. I have always had an amazing metabolism, but as I get older, that's not the case as much. I was always confident and comfortable with my body. Nowadays I nearly want to cry when I look in the mirror. Most of my clothes don't fit and I can tell a major difference. I am about 15-20 lbs heavier than what I usually am. I need to take control of my body. In case you aren't aware of what this is, and are interested in getting in shape, feel free to do it with me and share your results! Here are the six easy steps
Promise to write soon, Love you all!
I'm feeling exactly the same at the moment. Although the weather is starting to look up I'm still indoors, which is partly linked with the fact that I'm not feeling great about my body either. But alas! I have started to do various exercises such as these (there's an app called Nike Training Club which really kicks your butt) so hopefully I'll be feeling fitter soon. Good luck with your workouts!
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