a look inside my mind / today's inspirtations

 

at the moment
Time:  6:13 p.m.

Word of the day: intoxicating: exciting, exhilarating, inspiring, stimulating.

Where: At my computer desk with my lava lamp next to me
Mood: calm and collected / full of ideas

Wearing:grey v-neck and black comfy pants!

Wishing: I was in NYC walking with my headphones,taking pictures of everything.
Blasting: Lorde's album "Pure Heroine"
Watching: The Virgin Suicides, Gia, Dexter season 2
High: The fact that the night isn't even close to being over yet.
Low: This cold weather is bringing down my energy level

one of the biggest obstacles I face when it comes to blogging is my inability to choose one topic to write about. My taste preference is extremely broad and makes it hard for me to put what I like or what I'm into all into one category. So I have decided that I am going to start contributing several different topics into my posts. I should be able to do this in a way that fufills my wishes for this blog and I feel like I can offer so much more than I am putting into it. I keep notebooks for different purposes, and one of mine is now to collectively write down things that are on my mind and things I'd like to share with you and every few days I am going to write about what I record. 

Every once in a while I will have posts related to one topic only. I am going to try this out, So I apologize if it's a big sloppy or hard to follow my train of thought. Writing has always been passive for me, but now I'd like to put a purpose behind it. Therefore I am trying different ways to get out what I want. My main purpose is to connect with other readers and other bloggers. There is a comfort in knowing you and a a stranger share the same emotions.

"That is part of the beauty of all literature. 
You discover that your longings are universal
longings, that you're not lonely and
isolated from anyone. You belong."
-F. Scott Fitzgerald

 Sometimes I wonder if there really is anyone out there who thinks the way I do and who has the same struggles. Tumblr was the first place I had ever felt that was possible, and I like that Tumblr has a plethora of different things to offer. Which is what I'd like to do with my blog as well. There are times I might talk about fashion, photography, movies, or there will be times I talk about feelings and issues. Either way, my blog will be incredibly diverse. Welcome to my twisted little mind.

Random Thought: Why is growing up so fucking terrifying? (to be contiued...)

Today, I just have some inspirations to share.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"...just like i am so influenced by charterers in movies and books. I start dressing like them, saying things they would say, some times it even affects my body language and accent. I've been this way since I was a child..."

"...Like why do I like to smoke cigarettes? I have to think this goes back to the charterers in movies. When I was younger I remember watching "That Night" with J.Lewis and the way she smoked a cigarette and just the way she was fascinated me..."

"If I could have any superpower it would be..."




Until Tomorrow...